Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I've got a secret...

What was I taught?...Enter the scene with a secret. It makes you an interesting character.

How fun is to play I know something you don't know every single waking moment? I think this is definitely part of my existence. I love wearing that mask. So many people have no idea what lays inside me. They see a very organized, hard working, friendly individual, but...there's more. So much more. Many people in my wife/mom life have no idea I am a talented performer. Many people from my performing days have no idea I am fantastic wife and mother. I guess there is also secrecy with my depression, but is that really secret? Perhaps the depth to which it travels, but that's a boring secret. I digress...

I think it all comes with knowing my worth and therein lies the secret. There are so many fun things for me to know and others to MAYBE find out...someday. And, what's really fun is not being afraid to reveal. It is truly enjoyable to be able to control something. Yes, we control much of our lives, but secrecy is something I can really color with.

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